I'm Going To

I'm going to loose it

I'm going to loose my mind

I'm going to loose the one thing I hold most precious 

I'm going to loose it because it does me no good

It butchers my soul

Sending it into the air 

Shattered in a thousand pieces

Never to be seen again

I'm going to forget about you

I'm going to forget the girl I barely know

I'm going to forget the connection I perceive we have

I'm going to forget her because she does strange things to my mind

This thought process is in overdrive 

Creating a maze of possibilities

None of which will come true

Leaving me with inevitable decay

I'm going to break something

I'm going to break away from emotion

I'm going to break the metaphysical bond connecting me to other people

I'm going to break because life is easier without it

Life surges through feelings

But it brings a colleague 

To stop it's progression

And force the blow home

Characteristics of the human heart

Aroused by lust

Rejected by love

Obsolete in design

Lingering in thought